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Created on 2008-02-20 00:03:39 (#14980240), last updated 2008-04-14

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Name:	where_now1
Birthdate:	1986
Location:	United Kingdom

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well im new to this website now i am a member but i have visited this site for a long while now. im here because i have nowhere else to turn to. i have no one to talk to or to be able to actually share my thoughts and feelings with so im just gonna go for it.......im from the uk and 2 year ago i was 12 stone! i was bullied quite bad and now after the 2 year i have been buliemic i have hovered between 8 and 9 stone but now i have become so uhnappy i went back up to 10 stone and im not eating no more. having lost a few stone im at breaking point and i dont think i will ever ever eat again. my mission is to be at least 7 stone by mid year and im gonna do everything in my power to loose more. i have a best friend who is so skinny it hurts me cause wherever we go i feel her getting attention and i feel like so fat when im around her its awful. i have a boyfrind who s getting suspicious about my eating habbits now and its worrrying me as i don want to hurt him but i need to do this for my self. i have felt so low in the past i have tried to end my life twice with both times him stopping me by pure luck of him turning up unxpected. i dont want to die but im not scared of it i just want to be thin and i will do anything i can. if anyone wats to give me hints, tips, diet plans anything i would be so grateful. i am so glad i have found this site is fab!!!

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